Lately I've been feeling that I discover something. It's something about my darkside, my Brightside. I've been thinking about this a lot. I've realized that I'm about to be no longer a dark person anymore. Well..I don't know if this is gonna last for just a moment, but there's some part of me that's yearning for somekind of light. And I've found my light. I used to think that SHE is truly the light of mine. But in fact, the reason I feel this good is because she has her darkside as well as I have mine. Her darkside that understands me, her darkside that is not cruel, that is not painful. It's the strangest human's darkside I've ever experienced in my life.
It's her darkside that made me found my Brightside, honestly. But this doesn't mean she doesn't have a Brightside. Sure, she has, and it's a very very 'Bright'side. Sometimes when I talk to her or look at her I feel like she's my twin (although it's not about blood-relative) like we're a contrast for each other. In my darkside I see her light, and in her darkside that understands me and is kind to me always make me find a light of my inner self. Her thought is almost like mine. The difference is that she finds the solution of any problems not by blaming herself in the end. It's different from me that always end up blaming and hating no one else but me. So many things I've learned from her, many things about myself that I've never known I have.
Sorry for it's been such a long complaining